Anger is dangerous (Any of the Bp)

[Sephora Taryn]

Seph was so beyond pissed off. Raine was off somewhere probably dancing or with that guy who she met at the pool,but it left Seph all alone. All alone when she got that stupid fucking text from the school gossip and school bitch. She grimaced just thinking about it. Seph had stormed out of her dorm room the moment that she had got it. Seph had a temper, a temper she kept well hidden from all around her because she didn't want anyone to know about it, but Cindy Secret was asking for it. Seph had tied her hair up put on a big black pair of steel toe boots and went stomping across the grounds in jeans in a tee shirt glaring at anyone who passed her.

She went to the poof room and poofed herself some beer, it wasn't the most responsible thing to do no, but Seph didn't care, she was so pissed off she could practically feel her blood boiling. She drank about five consecutively before leaving the poof room and walking again, purposely ignoring everyone's stares. She knew why they were looking at her, Cindy secret had called her out. Saying she couldn't hold her group together. What Fucking right did she have to say that? Did she have to lead them? No she didn't! Was all this pressure on her? It sure the fuck was not!!

Seph got to the east wall and climbed it shakily, She was tipsy and she knew it but she didn't really fucking care. She was so angry. The worst part was she thought Cindy might be right...maybe she was an inadequate leader...maybe the gang should find someone else. Seph stood at the the top of the wall a little wobbly and her face flushed from the drinking. She stared down at the ground and knew she wouldn't hurt herself if she fell but part of her wished that she would, She heard footsteps behind her and it made her anger well, who ever it was was going to get a full blast of her temper. The temper that she always hid.

"Who ever the fuck you are I am no mood for company so do us both a favor and get out of here before I seriously hurt you and with Nyx as my witness I mean it" she didn't want to be mean, at least the rational sober Sephora didn't, Angry slightly drunk Seph, Didn't give a rats ass.

[Crissatha Pandora]

Cris slammed her hands down on the library counter with a resounding slam that made things all around her shake. Oh Fucking WELL. People looked up, shocked as Cris stood, pissed as hell and fucking growling at the damn computer. Fucking bitch. Who gave her the right to call them out? Hell Cris hated that she had to come to the dammed library to check the computer to see what this bitch was saying. Fuck that. Stupid Cindy Secret needed fuck off. People started to snicker in the corner, knowing what she had just read.

She stalked over to them, not giving a fuck. She glared and put her hand on a hip and they shut up. "Snicker one more damn time and I swear your face and my fist will have a lovely meeting" she said sweetly, with fake happiness. And then she stood on a damn chair. "And that goes for, fricking, all of you. Next person to believe that Cindy bitch's words will be proven wrong. I ain't no damn baby and you all know it. Don't make me have to prove it." she hopped off the chair, her thick black boots making a heavy thud.

And then she left before the librarians could have a shit fit.

She made her pissed off way through the halls, tapping a BPer here or there when she bumped into them and nodding, saying they should come along. Time to fucking find Seph and teach this bitch a lesson. But a knock on Seph's door and a quick lock pick prooved that she wasn't in there. Dammit where was their fearless leader?

She decided to scan the area. Where the hell was Seph?

And then she got her answer in the form of a definantly drunk Seph telling her to fuck off. "Since when do you tell me to fuck off Sephora. Thought I was the bitch of the group. I'd like to see you try and kick my ass Sephora" she said as she approached the wall and the swaying blue former. "Sephora Taryn get your ass down from there before you fall or I come up there and kick you off there." she said in her best mother impression that was kinda ruined by all of her cursing but oh well. Seph was pissed and drunk. And on top of a wall. Lovely combination.

Besides...when did Seph grow a temper? That was what Cris wanted to knw here.

[Sephora Taryn]

Seph felt like she was playing teeter totter on the wall, she was losing her balance, like she was going to fall. She snorted, losing her balance like she was going to fall. Fuck she was falling, falling apart that is. What the hell was going on with her life that she had absolutely no control over it anymore? She looked down at the grass below and longed for it to be icy water. Dismal yes, But Seph didn't care. No she didn't care at all. If people didn't want her leading the bp then she wouldn't she would simply disappear. Would that make everyone fucking happy? That was when she realized that the annoying person she had told to go away..hadn't listened.

She whipped around almost falling to find Cris standing there with other bp members she couldn't make out because her vision was blurry from the headache that was starting to form in front of her skull. Cris asked her since when had she told her to fuck off and Seph busted out loudly 'Since now god damn it! I am telling you right now to get the fuck out of my face! you need me to spell it for you? DO smoke signals? Tell me what you need and i'll give to you so you can leave me the hell alone! Seph said yelling, the small sober seph inside her was telling her to calm down and telling her that Cris was only trying to help. Drunk seph said fuck it, tear her a new one.

She was telling her to get down from the wall in her most mothering voice Seph could tell, and it only set her off more. How dare she try and be like that with her? Seph didn't have a mother..hadn't she heard? Her mother was dead. Seph started to laugh as she spoke

"Who the fuck do you think you are? You are not my mother Cris! My mother is dead. That doesn't mean you get to order me around though..Not at all. Get the fuck out of my face I said!"She screamed and her head began to swim, seeing many of Cris at once, she would probably fall. But she didn't care, somewhere in her mind she registered that no one had ever seen her temper and this was the reason, At the moment she was to dizzy to care, she put her hands to her head and winced.

[miyuki]

Miyuki’s newest cellphone easily crumbled in her hand. Not because the cellphone was easily breakable, but because Miyuki was just that strong. She should be watching her temper because if she got too angry or anything, she’d loose it. And if she lost it too much, that’d be bad…

Miyuki had been in her and Cris’s dorm room playing with Kor and Chii when she got the text. Wow was Cindy ever asking for it. Miyuki actually had a few lovely points she wanted to bring to Cindy’s attention about the text, but right now there were bigger problems. Miyuki got up off the floor and ran out of the room, both pets following her. Miyuki ran right down the hall headed to the library since Cris was there. As Miyuki made her way down the hall, Cris stormed out of the library. Ooooooooohhhhhhh kay then, guess they were going straight to Seph since they were all there… minus Red, but she wasn’t around much anymore.

Miyuki kept following Cris, figuring she knew where to find Seph, since she didn’t have the slightest clue. Miyuki was a little bit shocked to see Sephora had lost her cool and was drunk which led her to being rude to her friends and not thinking before speaking and being stupid. Because that’s what alcohol did to you, it made you act like a total idiot. Which is exactly why Miyuki never drank, because it made you weak and vulnerable for an undetermined amount of time.

Miyuki just noticed Kor and Chii had been following. She picked up Chii and placed her on Cris’s head so the girl noticed her pet was there before backing up, making sure there was a clear path between her and the wall, had a running start, and did a few flips before landing on the wall beside Sephora, an easy grin on Miyuki’s face. Yeah, she probably should be wicked pissed like the others right now, but she wasn’t. it was probably because the text message she had gotten before the one from Cindy had Miyuki more then happy and it was a happiness not even Cindy could completely screw over with her whoreness. Miyuki was going to see Colby tomorrow. She hardly ever saw him or her brother and sister, so any time with any of the three of them was good. Miyuki laughed a bit before pointing out something Sephora seemed to have momentarily forgot about the Pack

”Seph, you know were horrible at following orders! And to be perfectly honest, I just don‘t feel like leaving.“ Miyuki said easily, sitting down beside Sephora and starting to pull the cellphone shards out of her hand. It was a bit of a bloody mess at the moment, but the shattered remains of the phone was the remains of Miyuki’s 6th phone in 2 weeks. If her parents didn’t leave her a loaded bank account filled with more money then Miyuki could spend, she would probably be more careful with her cellphones. But that wasn’t the case, so Miyuki was fine to continue on as she had been doing.

[Astraea Dike]

Raea felt Cris tap her on the shoulder and nod. She nodded and her phone buzzed. She looked and gasped. Cindy Secret was calling Seph out!! The ENTIRE BP OUT!! Raea was now mad as hell. She followed Cris out and picked up Dana on the way, she got there just in time to hear Miyuki say they didn't take orders. "Geeze Seph what the frick?! We're not leaving and we're not until we get to the bottom of this. What that bitch said really put things into perspective. Guys we're falling apart, either we need to get our heads out of the ditch Kalona forced them in and pay attention to what needs to happen, or we can keep turning into what Cindy said, babies." Astraea was mad. Not just at Seph but at all the BP. They've been slipping, Raea knew it. Every day she felt herself slipping deeper and deeper into insanity.

Pride was the only one who even tried to keep her sane. "We're slipping guys... not just as friends and as a group, but our minds are. Seph you're fricking DRUNK!! Cris you're letting this Cindy bitch get to you and you KNOW this doesn't matter. Cindy's just a dumb bitch who doesn't know how to keep her mouth shut. Meanwhile I'm doing all I fucking can to keep YOU and your little boyfriend sane while I'm slipping into insanity!! WOULD YOU LIKE IT IF I DID GO INSANE?!" Raea yelled. She didn't care if Cris was going to kill her Raea just knew she took a huge step down into insanity. Dana whined and tugged on Raea's pants, trying to get Raea to come back into sanity, but she was slipping faster than Dana could wag her tail.

[aqune]

Ugg Cindy Stalker was at it again and she was all like fuck off Cindy cause seriously she targets the BP but why? there had to be other 'victims' around. She shook it off searching for the others since they'd do all the fuming for her about that one. She had her own problems at the moment. There was Eva that girl lost the respect she needed from her in an instant, if she doesn't respect you your doomed.

In other news she'd befriended L from Death Note with candy and plushies. She obviously lost the sugar chugging contest but hey it was fun but that damned sugar high took about a week to wear off if she wasn't already insane before people thought she was now. Well during that contest she had gotten a cat a black cat well it choose her but what ever, she called Blair just cause of the colouring and that she was female but oddly enough the feline has Blair from Soul Eater's personality it was pure luck.

She had also Befriended some random girl who called herself Kira which was also the name of L's panda which would cause a good running gag in her head
She walked towards the East Wall cause she heard someone say the rest of the Pack was there great the one place she wanted to avoid all cause of the freaking Harpies guarding that place. It was no longer a place to sneak out or be alone. Blair followed along close at her side for some odd reason. Aqu stopped to listen to what was going on at that wall before mentioning she was there. She pick Blair up who was clawing at her leg for attention.

Damn Seph was drunk and she was one of those angry drunks, Ki was well Ki and Cris might as well be Ki and Raea yelled about something that included something about the Pack falling apart along with her sanity and no one else spoke yet but she doubted it was good.

"Fuck am I the only one going through good crap around here along with the bad crap"

Finally escaped her she now had a head ache from all the screaming. Damn it she just wanted to get on with her life which is how she was doing things in this depressed little world of hers it was just helping a little but not much she was getting sick of the depression.

word count: 420
muse: it's alive
Notes: those words may have been a death sentence -_-

[Sephora Taryn]

Seph's head was positively spinning, She did not understand what was going on here, She looked up at the sky wondering what or who she had offended to deserve all this. Kalona was a son of a bitch bastard, why did he get to win? How is that fair?Where is it written that bad guys triumph? No where..It's not written anywhere...So why the fuck was it happening? She looked down at the people below her, she knew that Cris was there and now that her vision was starting to clear up a bit she could see some other people as well. Miyuki Raea and Aqu were standing there as well. Seph squinted looking at them.

Seph was confused and wobbling when Miyuki came and sat up next to her on the wall. Seph frowned as she said she didn't feel like leaving, She looked at Miyuki studying her, Miyuki was nuts and Crazy, just like Cris, She was the killer doll, the one who set up all the booby traps. This was hard on her too, hell it was hard on all them. She shook her head looking down at Cris, feeling bad for cursing her out like she did. Seph hid her temper so well but drinking brought it right back out. She thought of apologizing but she knew her words were guna come out slurred, and then Raea spoke.

Raea, Sweet little Raea was yelling at her. Telling her what Cindy secret had said was putting shit in perspective. Of course it was, that was wrong with it, How dare she call out the Bp when she wasn't a part of it? When she didn't have to lead them? When she didn't have to deal with all of this, When all she was a gossiping bitch...Raea was talking about going insane and she couldn't really discern what of it she was saying, her...go insane? No... She heard the Seph your drunk part and it just made her lash out

"Don't you think I know that? I know I'm drunk, That is what happens when you have a beer or four"Seph
s head started to yell at her, it didn't like that she was yelling, she wanted to scream at it to take it up with drunk her but it wouldn't work, she just held her head and stood there. Then Aqu spoke.

She asked if she was the only one who has having good with the bad and Seph laughed, she laughed hysterically, That was epic timing, why wasn't anyone else laughing, Seph thought it was hilarious. 'Yes Aqu! I'm afraid you are!"she said with a big spin, She wasn't graceful like Raine was so when she spinned, she almost fell right off the wall. She regained her balance and regained some of her thought, She looked out at the enraged faces of her gang...Her gang...HER gang..and this was how she was leading them...god she was a dipshit. She looked at Every face, faces that depended on her.

"God..she's right..she's right she's right she's right..I fucking Suck!" Seph exclaimed, She walked well more like tumbled over to the tree next to the wall and climbed it, She was clumsy and she knew she was going to be so scraped but she didn't care, she climbed to the top in her big combat boots and she stuck her head out through the leaves and let the wind hit her face, It was refreshing..it was eye opening. The hair tie she had put up fell out again and she just sat there, She was still in a bit of a haze and she needed to get out of it quickly...She gulped, throwing the hair tie and then jumped from the tree to the ground, surprisingly landing okay. She looked out into the faces of these people she cared about and said something that they probably wouldn't understand

"Hit me."

She didn't care about the stares, she said it again "Hit me..hard...do it quickly"she said fisting her hands, it was only way to snap her out of being still in a haze and she needed it quickly.

[Crissatha Pandora]

Okay so Cris had already been pissed off before this whole rendezvous started. Well fucking excuse her for trying to make sure Seph didn't fall off the damn wall. "Fine if you fall off the damn wall I don't give a shit!" she yelled up to Sephora. Be a bitch all you want, girly. Cris knew how to deal with bitches. Be a bigger one. She didn't give a shit. But if people kept pissing her off they were all going to die a seriously painful death. She was pissed off at Cindy Fucking Secret who seemed to have a fascination with targeting her. And her friends.

She took Chii from Ki when her best friend put the panther on her friend, and despite the squirming protests as she did so, put the panther down. Because she was damn pissed. And she didn't want to take it out on her baby. At least Ki seemed to be in a good mood. Someone had to be. Cris growled when Raea yelled at her. "Don't fuck with me Raea, I suck at playing nice these days. I didn't ask you to be my dammed nursemaid....You wanna go insane? Fine. I'm already fucking THERE." she said. She was pissed and didn't care if that annoyed or upset Raea. She'd fix the damage later. Raea could complain about going insane all she wanted. Cris would focus on not eating her friends. Thank you.

"Nah Aqu, apparently I have a boyfriend" she growled out. She was getting a hold on her temper slowly and was transfering into Ice Mode as she spoke where no emotion got through the void. She was so fucking sick of people saying she was dating Justin. First Red, then Cindy and now even flipping Raea was saying it. Everyone should stay the fuck out of her buisness. THank you very much.

Seph made her way down, landing on the ground. And then she demanded someone hit her. Well fine, apparently slapping the sense into her fellow Pack was Cris's job and she held no reservations about this crap. So with a shut down face and icy eyes she made her way to where Seph swayed, Chii in tow because the little monster liked to follow Cris everywhere. And then she slapped Seph. Not holding back because when did Cris ever hold back? "We wouldn't follow you Seph, if we didn't think you were a good leader. Do we look like the type to actually follow orders? No. But we listen to you and let you temper us one way or the other. So don't listen to that bitch." and then she stepped back. In what was a full set of mood swings because hitting someone or something always put Cris in a better mood, she smirked and saluted. "So what's the orders boss? How're we gonna take this bitch down a peg"

She was so ready to fuckin' take Cindy Secret out

Notes: Yeeeeah she mood swang. Not my fault.

[Red Blaze]

Red had to walk in at the very worst possible of times.

No, it wasn't when her so-goddamn-united friends decided to have a screaming match. It wasn't when Seph decided falling off the wall would be a great idea. She had to enter earshot range right when Aqune spoke.

"Fuck am I the only one going through good crap around here along with the bad crap"

Now, Red understood that the last months of her life, she'd been a pretty bloody selfish being. She didn't care about anyone else and treated them like she'd been through hell while they were having a stroll through the park. But what made it worse was that she didn't give a shit, and so her friends, hard as they might try, couldn't stand her for much longer; she could feel it in her recently heightened awareness of their auras. So she retreated; until today. She thought she was "better" enough to pretend to be her old self--maybe a little bit--but that statement pulled her back down. Hurtling down into selfishness and uncaring and the only thoughts on her mind I think I loved him.

"Oh, yeah. I'm sure you're all having a grand fucking time. What do you have to worry about? Some blonde gossiping about you? What does it fucking well matter?" Sure, Red'd gotten the text; but she didn't ever read them. Who cared what Cindy Slut said, anyway? Apparently she'd called Red depressed once, which was pretty much true, but that was it. If all that came in her texts were annoying truths... well, Red supposed in a normal world she'd be kind of glad to know what others, people on the outside, thought about her. Then again, she could see it scrawled across almost every mud-tinted aura these days; the second she walked in the room... slut. birdman's whore. useless. fallen.

She was getting over it.

Seph rambled about how she sucked at being a leader and Cris shot back, in her classic sarcastic tone, that apparently I have a boyfriend. THAT was what she was COMLAINING about? People assuming she was going out with Justin? Well whoop-de-fuckng-doo. She must win tragic story of the hour award.

"Here, let me play the world's sodding smallest violin for you. You--You ALL--don't get it, do you? There's worse things then people thinking you have a boyfriend. Like, maybe, it kind of being true." The last sentance was so hushed she seriously doubted even Cris' enhanced hearing would pick it up, but she looked down to avoid the glare of anyone who had heard.

Liking a guy on the bad side? Check.
Letting him rip her apart? Check.
Refusing help? Check.
Pushing her friends away, bit by bit?

Double check.



Comments. HMMMN. What will be said, I wonder?

[Sephora Taryn]

Seph could taste the blood in her mouth from when Cris hit her, She knew it was going to be Cris who hit her, It didn't surprise her one bit, That was who Cris was. Seph really appreciated it too. Seph needed the hit, it knocked her head to the side and she would probably have a big headache later, but it also cleared her head.

Besides, the headache would be coming anyway from the drinking.

Seph wiped the blood from the side of her lip with her sleeve and looked out at some of the members from her gang. She loved them and she had been a horrible leader these days. She knew it and Cindy secret didn't have to tell her that, So what was she going to do about it, She was going to set the bitch Straight.

Seph was about to Respond to Cris had said to her When Red came in. Seph stared at her levelly. Red had done something no one would understand and that was be with Kalona, Seph would never understand it but, She needed to show Red that she still cared and they didn't hate her.

It of course would be easier if She didn't insult Cris.

Seph walked over and got between them before Cris could go over and smack the shit out of Red like she probably wanted too.

"Stop it!!!"She yelled looking at Red. Then she took a deep breath and licked the blood from her lips once more, She needed to give a leader speech and she hoped what she had to say would be good enough.

"Red...I understand that it's hard for you because Everyone know's that you were with Kalona, But that doesn't mean you should make light of what everyone is feeling. We all have our problems..Look I will never understand why you got together with him but it happened and there is nothing that can be done about it now...As long as your with us...I hold nothing against you...as for everyone else...maybe you should talk to them..

Seph backed away a little bit now with a mad glint in her eye because now she was formulating a plan. She started to speak loudly and she looked at Cris with a grin and then she looked at the other girls.

Cris wanted to know what they were going to do to take Cindy secret down? Seph knew just the thing

"Your right Cris we do need to take her down a peg...Cindy secret thinks we have lost our edge! I think it's about fine fucking time we proved her wrong!"She said with a grin

She turned and looked towards Kalona's castle. "Fellow bpers...we are going to storm Castle Kalona"She turned back toward them with a grin and folded her arms across her chest, Seph had a plan she just needed everyone to be down. She lingered on Red and then she looked at everyone else. A new Seph had just been Born.

[miyuki]

Ok, Miyuki’s happy buzz was dead. Time for her to be her pissy, spit-fire self. Most of what the others were saying was a dull roar to Miyuki. Apparently, Chibi just decided that they would be having a mental argument right then and there, which always upset Miyuki not to mention put her in a pissy mood. Oh well, bitching was fun after all!

“How precious. Wittle itty-bitty Yuuie pwaying with her friends. How sweet!” Chibi laughed mockingly. Miyuki mentally rolled her eyes at Chibi’s sarcasm. Chibi knew everything about Miyuki, including how to make her doubt things and people. Chibi had some sort of horrible lie about each person that held importance to Miyuki that, with the facts Miyuki knew, could possibly be true.

There were two lies that seemed to be getting to Miyuki more than the others. The first was about Colby. Miyuki loved Colby. A lot. She trusted Colby, of course she did! But if you had a voice in your head whispering lies to you day and night 24/7, it gets kinda hard to ignore and in time, it starts to get to you. Chibi had been using the fact that Colby was hardly ever around to her advantage. Chibi had been telling Miyuki that Colby was never around because he was always with another girl. After all, it had been Miyuki’s fault Solana stabbed Colby, why would he want to be around her after that? Or at least, that‘s what Chibi had been telling her.

Sadly, the second lie wasn’t as unbelievable as the first. The second lie was that Red was going to betray them all for Kalona. That actually wasn’t so unbelievable to Miyuki’s mind. When Kalona had more or less dumped Red, she practically died. Not the most reassuring thing in the world. When Miyuki zoned back into what was going on around her, she happened to hear Red’s last line.

“Chibi’s right… ” Miyuki thought. Red really was going to turn around and stab them all in the back, wouldn’t she? No, that wasn’t happening. Not again.

Miyuki didn’t have to say anything. She gave Red one of her most vicious glares. It was a glare that said “back the fuck off and watch yourself before I rip your head off”. Miyuki wasn’t a nice person, but she was however, a reasonable person. Right now, Red was getting Miyuki’s death-glare because she found insult in what Red just said. When Miyuki was sending a death-glare at someone, for some odd reason, they knew it. Almost as if they could feel the rage coming off her.

When Sephora made her announcement about storming Kalona’s castle, Miyuki couldn’t help but grin. Well, seems like her good mood was back. “so, does that mean we get to make the castle jump?!” she asked with an almost squealish giggle.

Hey, this kinda thing was fun to her.

[Astraea Dike]

Raea was listening to them, OK Cris had a point, but still she was going a little crazy. Each day she felt her sanity slip a little farther, and rooming with Red didn't make things much easier.

Speaking of Red, she came in, and Raea immediatley felt a little guilty, but not by much. Ever since Kalona took over Raea couldn't sleep very well, and soon she wouldn't be able to sleep at all. She knew it was hard for Red, she roomed with the fledgling for goddesses sake. "Red...." she sighed, trying to find the right words, "Red you're one of my best friends, I'll always be there for you, no matter what you decide." Raea said, whispering a little bit.

Seph was right, Cindy has taken things way too far. They were friends goddess dammit! They shouldn't be listening to some
stupid woman who knows that if she showed herself she'd be a dead Cindy Secret! "I'm with you Seph, all the way, my affinity may not be much help but storming Kalona's castle sounds like a heck of a lot of fun." If Pride heard her there he would have tagged along, just to keep her safe.

She fixed her hair into a high ponytail and smiled at Seph, meaning that Raea was with her friends no matter what, the BP would be back in business soon enough, and Cindy would be eating her words.

*~*~*~*~*~

They may not have known it, but somewhere, a goddess of knowledge was laughing happily, her champion had started to prove herself and that meant the others would follow and pass their tests. Kalona better watch out, because he was about to be kicked out of his spot at the House of Night!

Muse: Raea wasn't cooperating with me, but I think I did a good job
Words: About 310 or so
Comments: LOL Astra the goddess is very proud of her Champion!!

[Justin Flyte]

OOC; Should I join this? Not sure, since it's kind of far through.. Haha =]